Beyond Abstraction: Bill Dixon on Music and Art
Interviewed by Graham Lock


The Cloisters, from the Red Dot series; undated (before 1990); pen, ink, acrylic on paper;
© Bill Dixon Estate, 2010

I was lucky enough to interview Bill Dixon twice, and on each occasion he was extremely generous with his time. In 1998, in New York City, we spoke for nearly five hours, chiefly about the 1960s, the origins of “free jazz,” and his work in the Jazz Composers Guild. This was for a research project that, I regret to say, I have yet to complete, although I was able to use excerpts from the interview for the liner notes I contributed to Odyssey, the six-disc set of solo music that Dixon himself issued in 2001. We next met in 2003, at his home in North Bennington, and spent an entire day talking about two of his greatest passions, music and art, discussing in particular the similarities and differences in the ways he approached these disciplines. It is a version of this conversation that appears below.

I’m sure PoD readers will already be aware of Dixon’s enormous importance in contemporary music, but his artwork is perhaps less well known. In fact, he initially trained as an artist and continued to paint and draw throughout his life, as well as branching out into other kinds of visual art, such as lithographs and photography. For a period in the ’60s and ’70s he boycotted American galleries because of the racism he felt was endemic to the art establishment, but in later years he exhibited in France, Germany, Italy and the USA. Although his work appears in a couple of books on modern art, it circulated more widely on the covers and inserts of his recordings: Odyssey, for example, includes a portfolio-booklet, “Works on Paper,” that comprises 13 paintings beautifully reproduced in full color. Perhaps like his music, Bill Dixon’s art can be seen as a personal extension of the experiments with abstraction that were taking place in the ’40s, ’50s, and ’60s. He once named Robert Motherwell, Franz Kline, and De Kooning as the modern painters who had most impressed him, while also citing a multitude of other influences, which ranged from George Grosz, Otto Dix and the Impressionists to architecture and design.

The 2003 interview was for a different research project of mine, about jazz’s influence across other art forms, and this one did reach fruition in two books, The Hearing Eye and Thriving on a Riff, which I co-edited with my colleague David Murray and which Oxford University Press published in 2009. The interview with Bill Dixon was scheduled to appear as a chapter in The Hearing Eye; unfortunately, a last-minute dispute between Dixon and the OUP legal department about the wording of a contract could not be resolved and, to our great disappointment, we were unable to include him in the book. This was our loss because Bill Dixon was an astute and insightful commentator, not only on his own music and art but also on many aspects of American culture.

What follows is a transcript of that interview (which took place on 8th June, 2003), as edited by me for The Hearing Eye and then slightly modified for this new context. One advantage of publishing online is the chance it affords to present several examples of Dixon’s artwork, and I am very grateful to his partner Sharon Vogel for permission to include these images here. Bill was an exceptional improviser, composer, painter, draughtsman, photographer, writer, and teacher: I hope the words and pictures below will help to shed a little more light on the work of a remarkable creative artist.

Graham Lock, July 2010

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Graham Lock: When we last spoke, back in 1998, you said that you believed in the idea of a black aesthetic. Last night you read Richard Powell’s essay on the blues aesthetic, and you’ve just said that you don’t think this is a viable notion. Why is a black aesthetic viable, yet a blues aesthetic isn’t?

Bill Dixon: It should be obvious why a black aesthetic is viable. Black people are identified, visually, as black; and then everything that a person is confronted with is based on that person being black. Someone has set that into motion. I don’t think black people did it themselves, so someone else has done this. In that kind of situation, it stands to reason that there would be a way that black people then express themselves, in response to how they are perceived and what has happened to them.

When you’re talking about a blues aesthetic, if I understand it correctly, a lot of people would like to believe there is an underlying feeling, a kind of emotion, that runs through black expression. Because the blues is first of all a feeling: its musical significance is secondary. The blues is an Elizabethan song-form, I -IV-V; you’ll find some of those songs way back and, whatever made them attractive, there was no blues inflection when they were sung then. So black people supplied that, as a particular form of expression, and they must have supplied it because they weren’t totally happy. But not everything that happens to black people is evocative of a blues feeling, so my resistance to setting up the blues as the criterion is that it’s too narrow.

Let me be clear. There’s a black aesthetic because someone has said there’s a black aesthetic. If blacks were not made to feel that they were being treated in a certain way, there would be no black aesthetic, because how could one react to what didn’t exist? The black experience is a real experience, that’s all. And if people are tired of hearing about it, then they should eliminate whatever makes that experience continue, so that racism and the unpleasantness that people go through because of their color would cease immediately.

Artists—white, black, whatever—are treated with hostility in this society. All I’m saying is, if a white artist presents his work, he may be turned down but he gets a fairer shot in terms of his work. The black artist, when he hits the room, people size him up because of what he looks like, whether they’re aware of that or not. This seems to me to open the door for a black aesthetic, though it’s another question whether you want to be confined by it. If you are a black architect and you build rows of small houses, two-storey houses, it doesn’t mean to say you’ve confined your studies and knowledge to building only those row houses; you know how to build a skyscraper too. You can’t be imprisoned by the canon: “They don’t build skyscrapers, that’s not the black aesthetic.”

You hear people talking, it’s like living in a land of black people; the way people speak, the way they slur their words, the way they walk, high fives . . . and these things weren’t invented down in Appalachia. So, yes, there’s a black aesthetic, but you don’t have to be a prisoner to it: whereas, if you say a blues aesthetic, you’re already narrowing it down. The next thing you’re going to say is that there’s a jazz aesthetic and that a trumpet player can’t play this or that because it’s going outside of “jazz”, like Marsalis and his people are trying to say. You’re narrowing it down and you’re saying, if we don’t see that aesthetic, then what you’re doing isn’t authentic, in terms of where you’re coming from.

GL: I don’t think Richard Powell is proposing the blues aesthetic as a measure of authenticity or as a kind of feeling. I think he’s saying that one reason why so many black painters have been neglected or misunderstood is that they’re being judged by white aesthetic standards, and there’s no recognition that a different set of formal concerns might be at work in their paintings.

BD: Okay, then he’s right, but he’s still saying it clumsily. Because what are white standards? White standards vacillate back and forth; they’re not consistent with any damn thing. You’re going to be judged by the majority society; they have the power both to do the judging and to decide what’s eligible for judgment. That has less to do with aesthetics, as far as I’m concerned: that’s unadulterated power. I mean, there would be no way in the world that the black artist could escape the dilemma of the people he comes from: black people. If black people are not being accorded status as human beings, why should we single out the black artist for special treatment?

GL: Let me try to come at this from a different angle. When we talked about a black aesthetic in 1998, you said you thought there were certain things that black musicians did that white musicians didn’t, and vice versa. Is the same not true of painters?

BD: Well, if you look back, there have always been black painters who painted exactly like white painters; you couldn’t tell the difference. Okay, you get the same argument in music: there were certain people who couldn’t tell the difference between, say, Miles Davis and Chet Baker! But in music, the innovations, the changes, the looking at another way of doing something, that’s come from the black point of view. Now, since our exposure to black painters has been frighteningly limited, we don’t really know what black painters have done. A painter needs his work to be seen, he needs a gallery, he has to be highly successful before someone makes reproductions of his work.

In addition, how is a black person going to paint, given the living conditions? How can a black man, say, a Pullman car porter, have a studio? Whereas a guy can go to the pawnshop, buy a horn for $25, come home from work and just play for himself. Don’t forget this music started with musicians playing for themselves, doing the only thing they could do. Music always had an easier path, I think, in terms of people not being so dependent upon the outside environment. The painters are not in the galleries; they’re certainly not represented in the books, the art histories, so I don’t think we can be sure what the story is with the painters.

We know more about black musicians, for obvious reasons. The music made money. When the record companies realized that blacks bought this music, they thought, well, maybe whites will too. The history of the music has always been that the blacks did something, whites appropriated it . . . look at the big bands. I mean, Billie Holiday, when I was a kid, was singing down there on 33rd Street at the Lincoln Hotel and she couldn’t go in through the front door. This kind of stuff. Someone always reminding you that no matter what you did and how valued it might be, you were not going to be accorded the status. I remember Ornette Coleman—this was in the ’60s—saying to me, “Do you ever get the feeling that they like what you do but they wish it was someone else doing it?” I said, “YES! That’s it exactly.”

But getting back to painting, we may find one day that many of the characteristics we thought were white really aren’t. We just don’t know. The literature on black painting is not extensive.

GL: I think it’s acknowledged now that many of the early modernist painters were very much influenced by African art.

BD: No question about it. But I think the idea of a black aesthetic in painting is still an unknown factor at this point.

GL: The notion of a black aesthetic seems to imply a kind of racial consciousness, a racial self-awareness. Does that impinge at all on your own work?

BD: I don’t approach painting as a ‘black’ person, if that’s what you mean; just as me, and with regard to what interests me. Mind you, everyday I’m reminded that I’m black. Unless I stay in the house.

GL: Can we talk about your own work? I’m interested in the relationship between your music and your painting. For example, on the Odyssey CDs you have six or seven pieces of music with titles that correspond to the titles of six or seven of the paintings in the accompanying booklet. What’s the relationship between the music and the paintings?

BD: There was actually no relationship intended. Originally what I wanted to do was find paintings from the same time period as the music to include in the booklet and I wasn’t able to find many that corresponded in terms of their dates. So then it became a matter of trying to make the booklet more representative of my artwork.

GL: The music covers the period 1970 to 1990?

BD: Yes. Some of the paintings come from that period too: The Cloisters, When We Were Children. Others are more recent: Sfumato, Poemm per I Delicati, Resolution, Murmurs, The End of Silence, these are from 1999, 2000.


Sfumato; 1999; pen, ink, acrylic on paper; © Bill Dixon Estate, 2010


Resolution; 2000; pen, ink, acrylic on paper; also reproduced on the cover of the FMP CD Berlin Abbozzi;
© Bill Dixon Estate, 2010

GL: Why did you give some of those paintings the same titles as the pieces of music?

BD: I was working on auditing the tapes for the CDs, checking balances et cetera, and coincidentally I was sorting through my paintings. And I put them together. The only aesthetic liaison had to do with the fact that as I was hearing the music, certain paintings seemed to suggest themselves. But this was after the fact.

So it was a two-fold process. First, trying to get a selection of paintings that was representative of the total period. Okay, I did that. But if I were to have included them all, the booklet would have been much longer and much more expensive to produce. So then I selected some by that listening process and gave the music and the paintings the same titles. It was down to practical considerations and some accident, in terms of listening over to the music and shuffling the paintings.

It took the longest time to get the paintings in the right order, where if you look at one page, it greets the eye in a certain way, and the next page relieves it in a certain way. A sort of dovetailing. It took me months to do this: I can show you all my notebooks, all the mock-ups I made. I worked on Odyssey for five years altogether, trying to make it the best I could make it.

GL: Does this mean that the titles themselves are not very important to you?

BD: Not for some things. I always had a problem with titles. The only reason I started doing titles at all had to do with when I formed my publishing company and we needed titles in order to register the compositions. I would have had just Composition 1, 2, 3.

I think titles lead you too much into trying to relate the work to the title, and I think that’s an unfair boundary to impose on people. We claim we want people to have all these experiences, all these responses to art: the title immediately cuts that off. If I say, this is Peter and the Wolf, people are stuck with that being Peter and the Wolf, no matter how hard they try to avoid it.

The thing I’ve tried to do with my titles, and most of them have been very literary (what I would call literary), I’ve tried to make my titles formally deal with the concept of that work. That goes for the titles on the recordings and the titles of the paintings. You don’t find titles that are overtly political, for instance. When you name things for people, when you say this is a dedication to someone, that’s different. When I’ve done that, it’s because, when I was doing that work, I was really thinking of that person. Like on the Papyrus CDs, those pieces for Larry Neal, Allen Polite, Henry Dumas, N. H. Pritchard, Jeanne Phillips . . . for the longest time I’ve wanted to do something and dedicate it to the works of black writers.

I’ve been criticized for using Italian titles. The Italian titles have seemed more musical to me, in their sound, their euphony; and let’s be practical, I’ve been studying Italian, so I might as well use it. [Laughs.] Also I have idiosyncrasies relating to spelling, say doubling up on letters, ‘poem’ as ‘poemm.’ That’s for the visual. It looks different. I like that. Things have to look a certain way for me.

But if I was to do my work over again, why do I need titles? Having to have a title because the work has to be identified, I resent it, I really do.

GL: You say you dedicate a piece to a person because you have that person in mind when you’re working on it. The group of lithographs you showed me yesterday, the ones for Charlie Parker, Thelonious Monk, John Coltrane, Miles Davis, Cecil Taylor—they’re abstract, there’s no figurative element there at all.


For Miles Davis; undated (after 1994); lithograph;
© Bill Dixon Estate, 2010

BD: When I did those lithographs, I had each of those people in mind. But I had them in my mind; they’re not in anybody else’s mind.

GL: Would you be able to explain how each lithograph relates to what you were thinking about its dedicatee?

BD: No, no. It’s not narrative at all; it’s not representational. I would say it’s about as far as abstraction can go. In fact, it goes beyond abstraction. There is nothing to guide the viewer as to why those lithographs have anything to do with any of those people. Absolutely nothing. I was thinking about them consciously the entire time and, metaphysically, trying to place that ‘thought’ in the painting, if that was possible. That’s all.

Now, I think that’s a valid way of keeping certain ‘secrets’ from your viewer, regarding a work. As I said before, the title already puts the viewer in a box; you don’t have to tell him or her any more than that. And if the viewer ‘knows’ any more than that, is looking at that picture going to be any more informative or interesting?

I exhibited half a dozen or so paintings in a group show in New York a few years ago. There were three of us who shared the show, which was on a jazz theme. The other paintings were more traditional—pianist playing piano, et cetera. But my pictures, the Charlie Parker, Thelonious Monk, John Coltrane, people at the opening were saying: “Monk? Coltrane? What the . . . ?” [Laughs.] Because we haven’t sufficiently ‘educated’ people for that kind of visual experience. It’s like poems that don’t rhyme, you know, “What! They don’t rhyme!” [Laughs.] I think it’s relatively easy to do, say, a portrait of Thelonious Monk. However, it’s more intriguing, in my opinion, to put down what you think about Monk, who he is, what his music has meant to you. And if you have to have a title, let people mull over it.

GL: Is it the same when you title your music? When you have a piece that’s named for a person, there’s not necessarily a clear link?

BD: Not a link, not a link. Like the piece for Jeanne Phillips, those little short pieces. You work on the piece, listen back to it, say, okay—Jeanne Phillips! Contrary to that, the pieces I did for my mother, they were very consciously thought out: ‘Sumi-E’, on Son of Sisyphus, which is one of my favorites, I think it’s a very beautiful piece of music. I think my mother would’ve liked that.

GL: Do you see any similarities in the way you prepare and perform your music and the way you prepare and present your artwork?

BD: Not now. Perhaps at one time. Don’t forget, in the performance of music now, for me, the whole preparation is being able to play the instrument. If I was going to play tomorrow, whether solo or with a trio or quartet, I will practice the instrument based upon trying to maintain flexibility, so if in the process of playing I need to execute something, I will have traveled that route before and I can execute it. I don't try to practice things that I can play. I don’t try to practice sequences. When it’s time for me to play, I don’t know what I’m going to do until the minute I play the first note, and the first note I play will dictate what I’m going to do. What I try to do is be a blank slate upon which things can be imprinted.

With painting, with the other artwork, I can work on something and it can be finished; but I can look at it again the next day and if I don’t like the way it looks, I’ll take a part and move it around. I move things around when I write music. That orchestra work Index, which we played at the Vision Festival in 2000, had me moving things around during the performance. For instance, I was going to play a long introduction to the piece on trumpet, but when we did the sound-check they couldn’t get the set-up that I use right; they were taking so much time, people were already coming in for the concert. I didn’t even have time to go back to the hotel to change my clothes. So I had to content myself with the fact that I wouldn’t be able to play the introduction. Well, the players wanted to hear me play but I told them, it’s not about a virtuoso thing. And during the performance, I was deciding, based on what was going down, what I could place where.

So, similarities in preparation? With regard to painting and large group performances, yes: with regard to my own playing, no. My own playing, for me, at this particular point, and it’s been this way for the last ten years, is all about the magic of the moment.

GL: What happened prior to those ten years?

BD: Let’s see . . . Son of Sisyphus [recorded in 1988], that’s when I started on the musical path I’m on now. Thoughts [recorded in 1986] is a formally notated situation, with other things interspersed. November 1981 . . . it’s remarkable because all the pieces I play sound notated, and I wanted them to, but they were not formally notated. There’s some beautiful music on November 1981: ‘Velvet,’ ‘The Second Son,’ ‘The Sirens’ . . .

GL: I agree they’re beautiful, but why would you want to have improvised pieces sound notated?

BD: Because I liked those pieces that I’d composed and I wanted them played exactly that way.

GL: Then why not notate them?

BD: I didn’t want to. [Laughs.] I didn’t have to, I have a good memory: I don’t notate anything for myself unless it’s very, very long. Those are short pieces, they’re almost like songs rather than compositions; why would I take the time to notate them? To show I’m literate? I knew what I wanted to do: I wanted them to sound formal, that’s all. I’m not always informal. Sometimes you want a certain thing, so you do whatever is required to achieve that. If I’d wanted another person to play those pieces, I’d have written them out—but then they wouldn’t have come out the same anyway.

I did write out some of the bass parts on November 1981 and even on Son of Sisyphus. But after Son of Sisyphus I thought, I don’t want to write out parts any more, why not just wait until it’s time and then play? I’ve been doing that ever since. I don’t tell the players anything. Vade Mecum is a beautiful record because those people, Barry [Guy], William [Parker], Tony [Oxley], they wanted to play, I wanted to play, and it’s really something. That’s the way I view music, it’s got to be exciting: I don’t want to know how everything will go. I want that edge. That’s how I feel about playing.

When I’m painting too, that’s the kind of feeling I have inside about wanting to do a work. The only thing is, in painting I can change it if I want to. In music, once it’s out there, it’s out there.

GL: Well, once a painting is on the cover of a CD, it’s out there. You’ve used your artwork on a lot of your CDs, from the Considerations LPs in the ’70s through to Odyssey in the present.


Untitled drawing; 1975; included with the Fore LP Considerations, Volume 1;
© Bill Dixon Estate, 2010


The Idea of the Solo, from the Red Dot series; undated; pen, ink, acrylic on paper; included in the Odyssey booklet ‘Works on Paper’; © Bill Dixon Estate, 2010

BD: More people have seen my paintings than a whole lot of other painters’ work because I use them on my covers. That was one of the reasons I opted to take less money. I have complete artistic control over my work and that’s important because your work is all you can control; you can’t control anything else. So I’ve used the CD covers and, unlike a lot of painters who are totally dependent on galleries, my work has been published and people see it. And benefits have accrued from that: I was invited to Lyon in 1994 because they saw some covers of mine and they said, look, this guy would be able to do lithographs. I’d never done a lithograph in my life, although I had done some etchings. I initially said, no, no, I don’t want to deal with any stone, but they said, we know you can do it, and they were right.


Twice Upon a Time; 1994; lithograph; also reproduced on the cover of the Soul Note CD, Vade Mecum;
© Bill Dixon Estate, 2010

But for the average painter, it’s cruel! If they don’t have a show in a gallery, their work is invisible: no prints, no catalogue. I’ve been lucky. Not that I’m very well known or acknowledged or whatever you want to call it—in fact, I’m overly ignored! [Laughs.] But I have managed to record and thus I’ve managed to have my music heard and documented and also to have my artwork viewed by people. Whether they buy the records or not, they are out there. When I get down in my cups sometimes, I realize . . . well, my work is out there, someplace.

GL: You were talking about the changes in your approach to playing. Can you say a little about the various stylistic shifts and phases that your artwork has been through?

BD: Well, I did a lot of posters at one time. When we had the ‘Four Days in December’ concerts in 1964, we had no money, we being the Jazz Composers Guild, so I got a bunch of newspapers . . . okay, the Cellar Café, where we had regular concerts, was on 91st Street, between Lexington and Broadway, and Judson Hall, where we put on ‘Four Days in December,’ was on 57th Street. So there were all these subway stops in between. I designed a poster—it just said “Four Days in December,” the dates, and “Judson Hall,” nothing else—and it was on newspaper, because we had a pile of old newspapers. I had the members of the Jazz Composers Guild plaster the walls of every subway stop between 57th Street and 91st Street with those posters. On the opening night, you couldn’t get in! I remember, when Cecil [Taylor] did his first Town Hall concert, I designed his poster too.

I did a lot of book covers, book designs. When I was younger, I was very interested in book illustration. I loved it. Illustration’s very difficult: an illustration has to tell a story, which is hard to do. In my generation it was different, it was all about craft, being able to do all of these things; we didn’t make distinctions the way people do today. People don’t think about craft any more, or they think of it as gauche. I used to do a lot of portraits too, because you could sell them. I used to do studies of jazz musicians, realistic portraits.

GL: Do they still exist?

BD: People still have them. I was thinking I should ask people who have things of mine to send me copies. Let me see, what was the next phase? I worked exclusively in oil for a while, but oil’s not my favorite, it’s slow drying. Watercolor was frightfully difficult to do. When I discovered acrylic, which you can mix with anything—and I mix a lot, I make my own colors—I began to deal with subject matter differently. Subject matter became, for me, how things looked. Rather than people, rather than . . . well, I never did like landscapes. But still life held an attraction for me. Just a glass, sunlight, windows. I used to photograph doors; I’ve photographed doors and windows all over Europe. I make drawings and paintings from them too; I continue to like those kinds of things.


Untitled and undated photograph of a window by Bill Dixon, as used on the cover of his 1987 Soul Note CD, Thoughts; photograph © Bill Dixon Estate, 2010

Then it reached a point, many years ago . . . if you look at the cover of Sisyphus, that’s the way I was working: one solitary figure, a nude figure, in a variety of situations. Next I did the ‘target’ paintings, you could call them, like on the back of Sisyphus.


Detail from an untitled and undated painting by Bill Dixon, as used on the front cover of his 1990 Soul Note CD, Son of Sisyphus; painting © Bill Dixon Estate, 2010


Untitled ‘target’ painting; undated; also reproduced on the back cover of the 1990 Soul Note CD, Son of Sisyphus;
© Bill Dixon Estate, 2010

[Doorbell rings. Brief interruption.]

GL: You were describing the various stylistic phases your artwork has gone through.

BD: They haven’t been conscious. They’ve just worked themselves to the present stage. It’s been a sort of evolution, without being overly complex or simplistic about it. Whether your work ‘goes’ any place or not, in terms of reception, you can do it; whether anyone sees it or not, you can do it. And depending on the necessity for you to do this, that’s how it will evolve. You make things, you put them aside; you make other things, you put them aside. Periodically you look, you have a bunch of stuff; some of it you like, or it suggests something that you’d like to pursue further. It’s a process, which you can control, and you subsequently find yourself going down different paths.

I find there are certain things that continue because I like the way they look: certain figures, half figures. There’s an ‘eye’ kind of situation that I like: I don’t know what it means, I don’t even want to know what it means. I like doing it. It wasn’t for any conscious reason that I stopped drawing figuratively. I got tired of it. I was too shy to do nude pictures; the female figure is absolutely incredible, but I had to bypass that.

GL: Don’t you include female nudes in your work now? Like on the cover of Son of Sisyphus?

BD: I don’t really do figures any more, I do parts of figures—with other kinds of things. I also do pyramids a lot. I have about half a dozen books on pyramids. I was very interested at one time in seeing if I could keep a razor blade sharp underneath a pyramid. [Laughs.] I like boxes; I have drawings of boxes with their shadows when the sun hits. Circles have intrigued me too. I’m not good at math but I love those symbols—all these things that have no meaning but which look good and around which you can build interesting compositions.


Untitled painting, with circle; 1977; also reproduced on the cover of the 1980 Soul Note LP, Bill Dixon in Italy—Volume One; © Bill Dixon Estate, 2010


Untitled painting, with circle; 1977; also reproduced on the cover of the 1980 Soul Note LP, Bill Dixon in Italy—Volume Two; © Bill Dixon Estate, 2010

GL: Are you sure there’s no meaning to those shapes? Because people will look for one. [Laughs.]

BD: Oh, people ask me what it’s about. I was in psychoanalysis in New York for three years, I know all about that stuff and this has nothing to do with it. But if it makes you happy, anything you see in there … I don’t care. [Laughs.] I would imagine there’s something deeper to it; I’m generally very upset about a myriad of things. The way I keep control of myself is, I have to stay busy. So I guess there’s a connection, things don’t spring up fully-grown. But, frankly, I don’t want to know. I don’t want to be in the position where I know so much in advance about what I’m doing that I can’t do it. I don’t want to know the answers, if that stops me asking the questions.

I’m not anti-intellectual about meaning. I think, though, as I’ve gotten older, I’ve ceased to find that an interesting venture, unless the people who are discussing the art have done some art. The creative process, as far as I’m concerned, is both mysterious and fragile; you’re either interested in the process so that you can do it, or, if you become too interested, then you can only assess what has happened.

Ideally, I’d like to be able to do a concert and have all my work there. I’d like to do more than just play. I’d like to play, have a conversation with people, read from my writings, show my paintings. I’m old enough now to want just to have a good time! [Laughs.] I don’t want to play and then go back to the dressing room. I want to have fun, you know what I mean? Because I’m not going to live, I’m not going to be here, much longer. I think we’ve got to start presenting ourselves differently, as total human beings. Like writers do book tours, I think musicians should do that: you can present your work, talk to people, explain your position. Just standing up and playing the horn, especially if … you know, it’s “Good God, why does he play that weird stuff?” People resent it; they’re hostile, because you’re not revealed as a full human being. With that more intimate approach, you can show your development, say why portraits are no longer interesting to you, why melodies are no longer interesting to you.

It’s like … one day I realized I don’t need to paint or draw in a way that will let people know that I know how to do it. Many years ago, I said I don’t need to play ‘My Funny Valentine’ any more, because it’s been done so definitively I can only be measured against something that it’s impossible for me to do anything about. That’s an oversimplification, but in essence that’s how I’ve come to every conclusion. So, in my life, I reserve the right to be as ‘narrow’ as I determine. It took a long time, but I came to realize I didn’t have to prove to people that I was intelligent. As far as how my artwork developed or moved ahead, basically it was very simple: I did something until I didn’t need to do it any more. Then I was always able to look at what I’d done previously and decide whether there was still something in there that I could extrapolate, that held an interest for me. I think people will misread it. They’ll see all these themes, the funny things that keep appearing. You know how people are. [Laughs.] “Is that him? Is that his eye? Why is he always looking out?” But, no, that’s not me!

GL
: If you’re not in your painting, are you in your music? Do you feel that your music is a more personal form of expression than your painting?

BD
: No, no. No one’s artwork looks like mine.

GL
: I mean, more personal in the sense that the painting is external, it’s out there and you work on it, whereas the music is something that comes more directly out of you. Or is that not true?

BD
: I don’t know if it comes out of you or not. I think that’s a quantum leap into allowing you not to deal with what is, regardless of its reason for being, which a lot of people do. When you hear Miles Davis play ‘My Funny Valentine,’ are you more in tune with it if you’ve heard other versions of his that you like better? If you realize he was in frightful pain from his sickle cell anemia? Or if you look at that famous Rembrandt painting with the helmet, which for years people revered and then they discovered he didn’t paint it, does that diminish the picture you claimed to love? So what you’re asking, I’m not sure that’s even relevant. When I look at a painting, I only want to know, how well was the painting done? Based on what’s being presented in front of me, was the artist in 100 per cent control of the material? The other kinds of questions that people ask—“Who painted it? What does it mean? What was he trying to say?”—I’ve never done that.

There’s a passage in that Richard Powell essay you gave me to read where someone is talking about Romare Bearden’s recollections of childhood: it sounds very pompous to me. This is supposedly validating his art … recollections of childhood? I become embarrassed with that kind of conversation because I think it’s the kind of conversation that painters or musicians feel they’re supposed to engage in, to draw people closer to their work.

So I have a problem with your question. I don’t know … it’s like, if you ever try to walk downstairs and think about it, you’ll trip up because you’ve interfered with a reflex motion. You know that story about … is it Sonny Rollins? Where someone in the nightclub tapes a solo, notates it, then comes back the next night and says, “Here, this is what you played.” And the musician looks at it and says, “Oh no, man, I couldn’t play that.” [Laughs.] So the assumption that you know exactly what you’re doing, I’ve never felt comfortable with that. On the other hand, the way that story has been used, trying to show the primitive, instinctual thing at its worst, I’ve never felt comfortable with that either.

GL
: Can I ask you about dance? I know in the ’60s and ’70s you often collaborated with Judith Dunn. I wondered if dance has had a significant influence on either your music or your painting?

BD
: I’ll tell you this, Judith Dunn’s thinking and the way she did choreography and the way she understood painting, the way she understood Japanese culture—she had an enormous influence on my thinking. She had an effect on my knowledge of dance, for example, because she was remarkable in her concept of creating dance. She taught a magnificent technical class. I saw her, one time, teach a technique class when she was wearing heels! I’ve never seen anything like it! She was one of a kind. Jack Moore too, who I worked with for a while, had an influence on my thinking about dance. And Nancy Meehan, though I never worked with her, we had conversations.

As a musician in the ’60s, I worked with a lot of interpretive dancers; that’s how you learned to play. Almost all the musicians I knew had a relationship to dance. It was one of the outlets, because dancers always needed musicians and musicians always needed work, so you had opportunities to play. And nothing could make you more aware of rhythm and time in improvisation than playing for dance classes. Before I learned to play piano adequately and functionally to service the technique class, I would accompany classes on the trumpet; I was that fluent. I did Judith Dunn’s classes like that originally: it freaked people out, but I could do it, I could set the parameters rhythmically with just a single line. Later on, in the teaching of music at Bennington College, I taught all of my serious students of the trumpet how to do this. In fact, all of the people who did advanced work with me were required to play for dance class on their principal instrument in addition to the piano.

So dance, yes, I guess I was influenced by it. But then I’ve been ‘influenced’ by everything. [Laughs.]

GL
: We were talking earlier about the idea of a black aesthetic. It seems to me that in the 1960s the Black Arts movement held up music as the definitive model of black art, of a black aesthetic. Do you think that’s a fair assessment of what was happening at the time?

BD
: It was happening for an obvious reason: at least the music had visibility. Until the ’60s, you couldn’t go into a gallery and see any representative black art. Blacks doing concert music had gotten very little coverage. Whereas jazz … when the Black Arts people talked about music, they were talking about jazz, and it did seem to be at the center of black culture.

GL
: One result of this was that—and I know you knew him—suddenly John Coltrane was taken up by all the black poets and …

BD
: After the fact!

GL
: After the fact?

BD
: After the fact. Please, I mean, it was the easiest thing in the world to write poems to John Coltrane. I have a whole bunch of those things that people wrote. I feel very funny about that because it’s one-sided, you know what I mean? It’s really one-sided, where you can link your words with John Coltrane after John had definitively done what he did. And most of them talk about A Love Supreme. I don’t think, myself, that A Love Supreme is one of his best works. The playing is good, but it’s one of his more accessible recordings and it caught on. And the poems they wrote! It’s like they’re trying to make believe their poetry and what John was doing are equal. NO! John went through hell to do what he was doing.

It reminds me of when we were doing music back in the late ’40s and ’50s, a poet would jump up on the stand and read while the players were playing. No one complained about it, you’d just continue to play. Very few of those poets, though, really had anything to do with the music. In fact, the only jazz poet I knew, whose poetry did nothing on the page but had to be read aloud, was Ted Joans, who died recently. When he read, he spoke rhythmically and in syntax like it had something to do with the music. The rest of them adopt that singsong manner, they sort of intone, and everyone sounds alike. The music is just an excuse for them to do what they’re doing.

John Coltrane didn’t play music because he heard somebody’s poetry. I’ve never been in favor of that movement. I saw it as highly opportunistic. I still do. The musician, not only is he being kicked around anyway, but when he finally gets something going, here are these people jumping on the bandwagon. Where were they earlier in John’s life? Why has no one attempted to do a poem on ‘My Favorite Things’? The way that works rhythmically, it could be interesting. Or on one of those last duets with Rashied Ali on Interstellar Space, ‘Saturn’ or whatever, where it’s just pure playing? In my opinion, if someone wanted to write about John Coltrane, that poet himself or herself, their work would have to be as strong and as inscrutable as certain areas of John Coltrane’s work were. Then, when they came together, you might get something.

GL
: But a poet needn’t replicate the music. Surely you could write a poem about Coltrane’s music based on your responses to his work?

BD
: Sure, you could. But once you say “A Love Supreme,” we know that would be your music. When you take anything that familiar … it’s like playing ‘My Funny Valentine,’ if anybody gets up to play that he’d be playing out of the trumpet. He could be playing it on the bass, but it would be out of the trumpet—because that’s the association.

GL
: Do you not think any of those poets were trying to depict Coltrane in heroic terms, say, rather than being opportunistic?

BD
: It’s possible, but I don’t feel that way. I don’t think it’s about dealing with him as a heroic figure. Most of the poems I’ve read have been incredibly lightweight and almost embarrassing in the ploy of the writers trying to identify themselves with the musician.

The best writing about music that I ever read—and I read a lot of that stuff: Dorothy Baker’s Young Man with a Horn, John Clemmons’ The Horn, all those books—was Jimmy Baldwin’s story ‘Sonny’s Blues.’ I used to do staged readings of it at Bennington, where I assembled the actors and directed them myself. I don’t know of anything else that purports to deal with this music that’s as impressive, as painful, and as revealing as ‘Sonny’s Blues.’ Because if you don’t feel anything about the music, it’s difficult to write about a musician, to make that person come alive on the page. I’ll tell you who else wrote very well, and everybody tried to make you believe he didn’t: Mezz Mezzrow. I read his Really the Blues and I didn’t understand why people were saying bad things about it. He speaks very authentically about that kind of life.

In the early 1960s, I don’t know why, but I became very involved with Ezra Pound’s poetry to the degree that I read everything I could get my hands on. Then I stopped with the Cantos. I did some pieces of music using them as a framework. I can’t say I understood a damn thing about them! This was when I was up at the Cellar on 91st Street. I wrote a piece of music for solo trumpet and bass and had a woman recite the Cantos in a certain kind of way. No one knew what the hell was going on. It sounded good: there was certainly no depth there, but I wasn’t trying to get something out of it, it was a framework.

GL
: What’s happening with your own writing? You were working on the second volume of L’Opera and on your autobiography.

BD
: I stopped working on the autobiography. I don’t think the world’s ready for that, people would consider it much too negative. I’ll probably never finish it. I am still working on the second volume of L’Opera. If I can start to move Odyssey … I’ve only sold about 300 copies, so I have to move that before I can do anything else. I can’t incur any more debt. But I would like to do L’Opera. I’m trying to keep it down, but it looks like it’s going to be at least 400 pages. There are a lot of letters I’d like to have in there. I’ve written a lot of letters. I think letters explain positions in a way that people can find accessible. A letter is such a free-form thing, it’s not like you’re writing an essay.

But I’ve got to get hold of some money. I’m interested in small things; it’s too late for big things. I’ll never be popular. If the world and I lasted a million years, there’ll always be someone ahead of me in the popularity stakes. [Laughs.] I know it, you know it, they know it. But I’m glad to be working: I do work, I do think. I’m pissed off half the time, which makes it easier. If you’re pissed off half the time, then you don’t have to get pissed off. [Laughs.] It’s like they say about turning the lights on and off—it’s cheaper to keep ’em on. Save that energy!

North Bennington, Vermont
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All images © Bill Dixon Estate, 2010. Used by kind permission of Sharon Vogel.

Interview © Graham Lock, 2010.

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